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crazy when I was online chatting. Years of marriage I and my family have been freeze-frame, the feelings of my husband and I can still, but nothing worth mentioning. Once in a chat room, called flora friends told me that she found through the network's first love his boyfriend. I immediately thought of the forest. So, I used the same approach to find the forest. Qingdao Lin is associate professor of a university. Enter his name, from Baidu to search the Internet to hundreds of information about him, most of them papers. Have a paper back with a forest-mail.
but soon I became a bit irritable. As usual that day I did not receive text messages and e-mail the forest. Bursts of three letters I, Lin did not return. I am anxiously waiting. Huang Lei noticed my anxiety and asked me if I was having trouble working. I said no. I think that this guy is so concerned about me first, like a father to treat children, he came over and stroked my hair, with lips touched my forehead. I erroneoused like a child, lying in his arms crying. The psychological moment I really just like a lovelorn girl in the face of his father, until he put me Hongshui. I am still in love with Huang Lei, but why, I was so eager to get the forest love?
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After graduation, I gradually lost contact and forest. I am back home after graduation points Jinan suburb of a town. Lin then test students to a school in the South. We also began to contact. The first summer after graduation, I went to a south to see the forest from the north. Outside the school there is a bar called the mole,moncler, and I so clearly remember the name, because the forests here left me with scars. At that time, his head bowed, and asked me: cry out.
I immediately wrote to the forest, and then with a sort of excitement to go to bed. I do have to fret about Huang Lei will see my unusual, because he did not see, we have very little monitor each other's emotional converts. Even if only once or twice a month in sex, are also very regular. Impression, every time I first mentioned, which he is not chilly nor boiling. And even then, I and forest dating, I happily make out, and happily came back,beats by dre, he did not care my changes, just a touch to say, how so happy, ah, Jianqian friends. I said, no, is picked up you've seen. He said, oh, that can be earned there. I wonder if he really did not see it, or pretend.
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Huang Lei is a tolerant person, but very tedious. Which I discovered before the marriage, then I do not care, I just need to find a people who love me, let me forget that I do not love the person on it.
call me and forest day, we met. Lin take the afternoon train, arrived from Qingdao, Jinan. He kind of let me have a keen sense of accomplishment. From this point onwards, those left behind in the shadow of love, little by little to erase from my mind.
us hand in hand,polo ralph lauren, we have gone through the campus. I went to any corner of the campus,franklin marshall, They witness of our love. Lin wrote me a poem every day, he was so talented. Is his talent had conquered me, and still is. The poem in the forest,louboutin, when I was young and rejuvenated zeal and lively. Colleagues say that I changed. Yes, I changed. That period of time, I like crazy.
I do not know, I love the forest and the forest is not love, but that is me. I love him, like a transparent glass sub, clean, pure, filled with all my hopes for the future. Of course, the forest has not promised to me to be his girlfriend, but did not refutilize. Lin then why refuse me, he does not love me? But if you do not love, why he would so good to me, we have fifteen girls that class, unique that why he picked me and gave me first the love and care. This is what I came back from the south have been thinking about the problem. My son on this broken glass? I can not be reconciled. And Huang Lei until marriage, I still can not be reconciled.
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our Baotu Spring Park, where you can see sitting in the water and trees. Gently across the surface at night, I warp, as if time went back to the university.
forest is my college teacher, he is my first love, first love as clean as snow. A woman to more than thirty years old, it is easy to feel empty. For some time,moncler, I often think of forests, remember when green campus, wearing a flower dress I wear glasses forest. Once, in sending his son to school, I came out with such a thought: If I and my son Huang Lei and Lin's son,giubbotti moncler, then ... mind drilled this startled me, but also I would like once again rekindled the desire to see the forest.
work the next day,louboutin ps cher, I open the mailbox, see Lin's letter,casque beats, saying that his wife suspected him of the past few days has been the password to his email, believed, but I still love you. wife, but they so afraid of their wives. He will not divorce his wife, ready, I do not preclude any person, I will not claim he and his wife divorced, and I as long as he did my spiritual piece. But after listening to this, I still on the lam, made a pass massive temper.
I do not know, I love the forest and the forest is not love, but that is me. I love him, like a transparent glass sub, clean, pure, filled with all my hopes for the future.
It was a weekend,casque dr dre, a meeting, Lin ran over to me on the crowd in his arms, his hand stroking my hair.
Lin received my letter, the next morning, they called. I was just leaving the unit's phone. I Wozhaohuatong silent, said,
I met Lin once again, is not accidental. When I was in Baidu web search for his name, my heart suddenly excited, then I know I will meet again and the forest.
once again flow down, drops in the forest of hands. I waited too long this sentence from two years to wait until the three-year-old flower old. Is not too long? Lin promised me he will invariably see me. He gave me a cell phone:
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