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Zhongyu Ao ended, two days off, the whole person a little bit numb, a little at a loss, the brain empty, do nothing, think nothing, feel as if your life is finally gone an end.
made a long time to stay familiar with the shock, I realized that their existence. Pan asked me how the exam.
smile, nice, always be people who care about around.
school 6 years, 3 years junior high school for 3 years. The day for so long, I think carefully, always has those people who warm all the way along. So many beautiful, recalled always so satisfied. Classmates on
say Remember their expression of surprise, exasperation, resentment of the staring. I can only turn around, no one saw the mouth helpless smile. Since
were, why goodbye, how can bye, so long as the good old feeling left, enough.
Now, I ready to accept so far as to want to remember, those people, those things. I think after the long, long time, perhaps even their names are forgotten, and perhaps even the appearance will not remember, may have been the warmth will come to naught, perhaps that time I really have nothing.
think, if he has been the thing that, someday want to take a look, but can not find some trace of it, then it's very sad, very empty, very helpless.
hazy
finally really ignorant to say goodbye, I told you back in time to ID, I told myself fiercely, I must let go, then just over ninety days away from the entrance, but now is really to say goodbye - never met. But I have not had time to let you know, this year I met you in the mood. Many, many have not had time to start, all coming to an end.
they said I was very quiet, learning very seriously, and I behaved, but only to the college entrance examination, to the teacher's expectations, to the parents satisfaction. Who saw one of the lonely and helpless. Lacrimal gland has not been dry a long time for any move, numbness in the eyes of any who have not touched until the day I met you - every Zhong-jun.
I had always been very rational, imagined in their day a prince-like MR right, dressed in white, a gentleman came to his face, I always immersed in building up their own indifferent atmosphere. But this time they break my bottom line, the beginning of a history of the catastrophe is not expected.
So, I got a unknown transformation, led from start to finish I was the only one a hero, I am the only audience I was the only one into conflict and loss with, struggling film.
We are not part of a world of people, just because you like a meteor, I accidentally across the sky. I thought you came into my world and happy to find you. Do not know, you just a passer, you have your pursuit.
more, I strive to study in the hard self-persecution, you are immersed in the thrill of online games swords and guns in the rainforest.
However, many things, but that this is not a good reason can control.
a year ago, when first saw you, see you in our class room door, and others chatting, watching the quiet side faces you, the silent smile, I know, and high This year, not dull. But why do you only as a late admissions, but on this point came in the third year in front of it?
you ever find that I silently read your year, every co-operate.
how to describe it as the guys? First thing is really just think he looks good (I am not a person attractive people, but saw the At that time, I sat in the front row, he was always the first out of the classroom after class, school came last. I often have the opportunity to look at him reckless. I am not animal in nature, immersed in 2 years of textbooks, and finally you can add points condiments.
a time, math class, he points up the subject of solving an analytic geometry. In fact, his math was heard also. Looked at him calmly and deliberately considered, I feel a different kind of affair in the spread. I am wandering is, a bit of his ----? ----
a lesson finally passed, he finally finished. (Fast enough, but the accuracy rate of 100%, uh, well, not mistaken) that he is a harsh teacher praised one. I see is a placid face. He seems more stable - this is his second impression.
math when I head several times, each issue papers, the total to all quickly turned again, is not eager to know my score, but to find him.
That winter, I sent an examination paper, the fingers inadvertently touched his, the moment there is warmth within. My hands are never cold, even in summer, and I especially like the feeling of cold, but the warmth of a sudden, I'm not disgusted. Just do not know that there is no stimulation to him. Because I often use hand to the ice at the same table so scared I screamed.
remember a lot of the story is very acid, then the men will be very distressed. However, I wonder if he will not feel bad, would not have touched, will not want to warm my hands. At that time, I'm sure, I like him, I am very helpless, very hopeless.
However, I do not know where to start, and he fell. Mathematics, hovering around 80, dropped out of hundreds of rank, no homework, not listening. Always holding a cell phone, I do not know what he wants in the end.
I'm disappointed, I thought he would really be able to grow to wait until the white horse, if 到了那一天, I will take the initiative to tell him. I had to do was to do only a small to big things crazy for wayward, but, no, no, nothing else. He recoiled, wallow in sink.
inadvertently saw him many times to many girls smile, open superficial joke, I thought there were a large a large and desolate. He was too easygoing, too spread love is entirely a playboy.
a time, from Yuqing his hands Classmates robbery to the ideal that says . I was the jealous, or is the waiver? I am studying in this way should not be in the slightest of distractions, and that two people had not a world, can have no intersection. However, the heart of the bitterness which can hold their own,abercrombie and fitch, just like I can not control do not like him, he can not not love a girl. That girl is very happy. Very sad to discover this, envy, and very jealous.
Then there are about 100 away from the entrance, I knew I had to win their hearts, we must let go. So I did a high school the most outrageous things - and I caught him the opportunity to draw water, and asked him to ID. But he did not.
Although this is a very common thing, insignificant, but here in my place, and the result is that, around the sides wide open eyes, surprised expression. I know this is why, I know my performance my friends were all disappointed, I know I'm really mad. This is the first conversation with him, very reluctantly, I do not like this initiative, however, is the exception.
is a dangerous time, the mind may inadvertently lead to a lifetime of regret, which I know is very dangerous.
just, I want to have a memorial, I hope to get his ID, allow me to meet a drawing to an end.
until the day I go to them according to several people, I have to go through the copy of their ID's under the guise that store. When I first came to the door, he turned over to the counter looking at something. I looked at him silently, standing still,abercrombie france, picking up the pieces after and went inside.
pretend to do not to see him, and the proprietress chat a few. Then, peripheral vision told me that he knew I came. I turned around,abercrombie, his back to him, the terrible quiet around, leaning against another counter. No one initiative to talk.
Finally, someone broke the calm, Lu Yang and Yu-Qing shouted to two, I also take this opportunity, they just looked at them, but I also meet. Did not expect more, and that could get two already on the good.
ID wash out, they take two each after the two left, I stayed, is the selection carefully. Continue to bow my head to solve this problem harder than the math problem finale.
fact, I want to say that you these are great, I want both.
Serious tone with a joke. But, without looking up. However, it is curious what his expression.
Later, he fed to the second, I sweep, immediately selected one - have a beautiful sunset, a lonely girl back, then his slightly Ceguo the head, sad staring into the distance. To that moment, I was again completely devastated.
I've always loved melancholy young men, from the beginning of Liu Chuanfeng,moncler, Kidd, and later the divinity, Sasuke, then wisdom, cool,ralph lauren pas cher, strong, arrogant. Each shadow were deeply imprinted in my mind. In this way, you walked into my
finally selected, and is preparing to leave.
Then one would like, they feel wrong, Open, one by one, began to look again, hands shaking a bit, not because of cowardice, but not because he was nervous, but, can not believe this is true. I was surprised, I have never been so active, in particular, this is from the opening words of the boys have not said.
finally, got it.
only, table, mess.
In fact, I would like to help him clean up, but reason tells me that this place can not stay for long, and my heart's joy too obvious, I am worried about leaks, but I'm losing control. I must hurry to leave, you must cool the way I feel. I know, I do not care about any capital nothing to do with learning.
went out and immediately bought the ice cream. Yes, it must be cool.
This is the last of the presumptuous, the last of his nostalgia. This is my high school crush on the memorial. I have to give up, we must let go.
not had time to be exported this like where I have to permanently deepest heart.
helpless we met at the wrong time and place; helpless but I like you; helpless you are not focus on learning; helpless easy for you to cruise around in all kinds of girls between; helpless you are not PRINCE, I am more than PRINCESS .
only, I have had a question he did not dare to ask exports. But now, I really want to know the answer.
either have the handsome, clever you are, or are too busy to take account of this study, stoop to you, may like me, like fat, saying it could not get on weight loss; like the side of the efforts to maintain the class the top five, while saving money, insisted on buying comics dinner; like character sometimes beautiful, sometimes sad; like the sum of the boys to discuss issues, war of words, without fear, but faltered in front of you, say a word unclear; like to ask that question again is chasing back, but hesitated to ask you do not have the courage QQ; like that in the front row, he often looked up to see the blackboard Chaozhuo notes, but also from time to time because of your Involuntary stop passing the pen, eyes and moving with your silly me?
I do silly, how can you like me? No matter which one you are not going to pay attention to such a me? ! Classmates
you read, do not forget you. However, every co-operate, you really was quite a sad yet. I had to impossible, was not going to forget you. However, you do not know you like I do not know all of my sorrow for you into the sky, how can you be so cruel, but let me remember you?
you have not even come to me to say a word, even though I have been a countless number of school leader, who took over many times from your test paper, many times in the heart of hope, you told me SMILE,christian louboutin, even as against just an ordinary student, but so much hope in the sudden drop in the ranking are the parents in broken sigh.
So, I again and again freeze the unknown, and even the parties have found that you do not like it. Originally for you, I have nothing, if the study, I'm a loser, then I really have nothing, not the kind of capital. Perhaps the results can bring satisfaction and happiness fill your empty given the growing.
is to say goodbye, really, and again disappeared.
Once, he walked to my desk, my books that noise down over the ground, he quietly bent over, picked up one by one, I kept the take over, saying thank you.
have a flag, I was late, had to face the last team standing - behind him, so I silently looked at his arrogant straight hair, his slightly lazy by the tilt position,abercrombie, I would not open view of the shift.
Once I had just returned to the classroom, he is preparing to take out the garbage, carrying a broom, but also occasionally patted the gray pants, looked amused and helpless people, he really does not do things seriously guys ah.
impression on me and he never, as before, I always looked at him silently. This year has passed. But in the end he had not noticed a bunch of attention from my concern for him for so long, so long, from his speech, action, love,ralph lauren, I have collected so many, know him in the end there is such a me?
testing experience is to learn to choose, it is estimated can not get points for not wasting time, but this time, I did not straightforward to get, or homes. So, you like me? If the answer you had given me good, I would have went to a no beginning, no results of the chase.
Some people say that happiness is to have many, many happy memories. However, I want to say, I am very happy, although my memory is not good, although the memories of the protagonist from beginning to end only one person only, although I might have been forgotten, although only I remember everything.
But, thank you, and, bless you. And is, finally, I put you.
