Rabbit winter months on the 26th, is my Xiao Jiuma died the day, learned the news, I have been busy in Jinan, Shandong, sales meetings, you can not back home in the cold that day was an unknown grief haunted. That emotion has been filled with, and always seem to feel he did not personally to dead people burn incense and kowtow is a disrespectful thing. Blink of an eye in such a tangled state of mind to the aunt to do fifty-seven day.

Xiao Jiuma watching a loved one at home I was growing up, I also clearly remember Xiao Jiuma new daughter-in-law to become the grandmother of every period of time.

Child a week I related to the mother went back to his grandmother in the countryside life. Xiao Jiuma that time often go out to to trafficking cloth to make money to supplement the family income. Xiao Jiuma people beautiful, and very capable replica gucci belts, the impression that she often bursts to the adjacent market, early every evening normalized. The grandmother is a village of large their children to work outside the home, coupled with the brother-in-law husband and wife are very industrious and capable. So the grandmother's life has been good. Later, after the death of the grandmother, uncle with aunt because my father bought a homestead near my house, built his own house, a neighbor.

After my parents retired, live near them with a small uncle and aunt often eat together, play cards, life is pretty comfortable. But do not know what time my mother to Speaking Xiaojiu Ma had a serious illness. Later, when I return home looked at her and saw her body is really great as it once was, but has always been a strong Xiaojiu Ma never those of us younger shedding tears in front of weakness, she has been optimistic about a positive acceptance of a variety of treatment, while not actively face life with my mother to go to Hainan tourism, also insisted that every day not far away in their own doorstep, with a group of women aerobics. Days of it so day by day lived, my cousin and my cousin also has become a home, and cousin also have a child, the aunt of life there is glory in the flat, her bright smile often liking to live in my home alley to. Although I seldom return home, but just go back, always go to my aunt house to look at, sit down, aunt to see that I also feel very normal, totally not the kind of long-awaited missing loved ones generally affectionate, seemed to have been around wildly .

Memorial day of cold weather this sad atmosphere added a bit. I went to the cemetery burial aunt, all the way through, and could feel her eyes seemed as if the day has been watching us her relatives. After the start of the ceremony to pay homage to the cousin's crying trained, trained, kind of sad like a wire wound in my heart, tears uncontrollable overflow my eyes, and the cold air, that moment my heart seemed to be heavy, the around aunt gravestone, Sun male who is quietly head bowed, listening to the whispers in the burning of paper money of the table of brother-in-law cries this moment I feel what the child wants his parents wait for a.

At home, the mother asked me to the cemetery fake lv belts, I softly told her everything was fine

Suddenly remembered that not long ago to listen to the lectures of a master, said: Love only a life of their loved ones, love and not love, must cherish. During his lifetime has been good and strong competitiveness and optimism others Xiaojiu Ma May your soul in heaven bless your children and grandchildren are going, may you rest in peace in the soul in heaven!