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Su cool, listening to this song, I think of you to come. 17-year-old song
pleated skirt,
White gardenia petals,
There is a shadow clouds snatched the boy.
His name is Su Yaoyang, or called Linnan.
You know, they have drifted away and disappeared in the time of the other side.
Openings or silence this outcome and has nothing to do.
Full of tears in their eyes as we had youth,
And period are not allowed to express love, doomed,
Destined to flower-like, decadent.
1 prime cold standing watching the basketball court. Governance and by law, two of our eight pole hit the line together, but her look is very focused, tight, scream, the sound can suppress the side of the drum. Shining under the sun poured in October. A face so warm and vivid.
Always be asked, Ning, How can you cool this well-established friends. In 2000 the prime cool. Wear tight-fitting harness, just over thigh skirt. Describe a very thin eyebrows, hand set of jingling jewelry. Northeast crisp neat woman. And I am different.
However, I did like her. She never skipping. She was unanimously elected as class president. She swept all the year honor given to foreign language students. She shouted at me and said, Ning, not all feelings are expressed only with silence. As I told Suyao Yang. Peak winds. Her voice was always so blatant: I love Suyao Yang. Cool love Suyao Yang Lin Su.
2 12 months, the cool factor to accompany an appointment to go to the library's networked classrooms. Accounted for after lunch on the last seat. She sat front row third left, I sat behind him. She asked me back from time to time there is no disorder of her hair, it looks a little light lipstick.
Softly comfort her, plain cool, you are very pretty today.
We are waiting for Suyao Yang. Cool factor is here a week ago and saw the Internet Suyao Yang. The first row of the third seat. He got up and checkout when she chased out, muster all the courage, hello, Suyao Yang. I have seen you play. I like you play. My name is Lin Su cool. Stressing each syllable, like the endorsement of the students. Head down. Secretly glance, but found him laughing. Su Yaoyang Tiaoqi Mei, really laughing. Hello. I hurry to go to training and see another day. When she came back like a step in the clouds, Ning, he actually smiled at me. I see about him another day. Women in Love IQ.
3 Suyao Yang will indeed be in the library during lunch time to the Internet. He is used to the first row third from left seat. But that has been sitting on the top. Standing face to face. Obviously the girl's reaction to his intense than a hundred times. He saw her eyes well open eyes immediately large. She said you finally coming, blurted out. And then quickly covered his mouth. She belonged to his return to his seat. He has a little hesitation. She quickly waved, I have come for a long time, I would have is to be under. He explains, while red in the face.
Prime cold night tossing and turning. Took me to the steps leading to the roof. Share of a newspaper, two people sleeping on the ground to sit down, feeling the sun in the back on the moon. She likes to stretch his arms like a bird, like, slow Shoulong, and then began hundred thousand square off sigh.
Ning, how I would like to see him every day. You can understand that feeling? See him smile, I feel the portrait was lost in the cotton pile, suddenly, there is no brain, no longer can not learn to think.
4 12 24. Christmas Eve arrived. Su cool to wear tight black sweater, plaid skirt, knee-high boots matched with the same color. She stood in front of the mirror turning in circles, she wants to invite Suyao Yang. She is so stubborn optimism. Suyao Yang refused her offer each will have a far-fetched reasons. But she never put it as an excuse. She said, okay, that again next time I am about you. Then next time, she was still excited to go, Suyao Yang, tomorrow you have no space.
Suyao Yang again she refused. She was hard to laugh, standing in the corridors of the library, Cuocuo Shou, there is no relationship. So Suyao Yang, Merry Christmas to you.
Laughing with her play pushed my bed, Ning, let us eat a Christmas dinner.
That day she always looks, cheerful talkative. But she wanted a little wine. That was my first contact with alcohol. Because the spicy, loud cough. Prime holding the cup cool to me, Ning, Christmas with people who should love too. I'm glad I can with you. You are my best friend. But Ning, I hope that each Christmas we can find a mate, we can finally not only me in this time with you, only you with me. Then she bent over to start crying.
5 prime sandals will be back to the dorm. Cover for her quilt, and then go out to buy a few slices of pain pills. I do not know because the cool factor or because of alcohol, to tear my head hurt. Has been weak to walk a few steps, vomited a mess. Slide down along the body against the wall, looked up and only see a corner sink black sky, the wind in my ears the shuttle, I do not know where to be mixed cheers and prayers. Think of cool factor that the late coming. We are doomed to loneliness a century. Her tears will burn my heart pain, Ning, I'm so ashamed of his own loneliness.
Clinging to my own hands. The dark cold corner ugg classic, pedestrians hurry, but not one for me to stay. In this grand lush night, I finally noticed a hole in the chest, is the shame in which the turning movement.
So when Linnan appeared, I see him on his back, his face covered with tears of shame. Is the only walked over and fold back the pace. Cool and bright male, parked in front of me, slightly bent. Do you have something. Then took out a handkerchief from his pocket, handed it to me.
Blue-white squares, warm and mellow atmosphere. Carefully cover the face, with frozen fingers mechanically clean. His smile, back a little bit further, with slipped out of the gloves and scarves to, on my knees. No more to say. Turned away.
6 new semester, plain cool quickly accepted the fellow a male pursuit. Class with them, eat. She no longer cares about basketball on campus burgeoned. Classroom to the network is no longer occupying a seat, will no longer be filed Suyao Yang. Sometimes I pass by the basketball court, like, which is still running jump Suyao Yang, he will not know there was a girl he loved, as to. But he personally missed, he will occasionally have a little regret.
Until you see Linnan, the problem becomes the hero of his. All the tides are just bound to be an uproar within the heart. An opening to become a bubble.
And Linnan together, we have very few words. He gave me a call Mbt chapa, I went downstairs. He saw me, came up, laugh, and then turned to move forward. I followed behind him, a hand's distance, picked up the pace, like a silent shadow bleak. Fixed to go to dinner. Linnan sitting opposite me, for I wipe front cups, point a Pickled squid. After eating with a handkerchief to wipe his lips, blue white squares, folded, into the pocket. A walk. Weather getting warmer, occasionally Find a street bench, not much, it seems to pedestrians and vehicles. At the end he asked me to send you back to the dorm is good. Again and again.
Night room facing the water mirror exercises, Linnan, you like me? You know I love you? Ask out, is a quiet Wang Ran. The mirror face, a self-mocking smile. His hands clenched into a fist in the side of the trunk is also a leak of the void. Memory only once, he looked to one side to ask me, Ning, in your eyes, how to be considered is the love?
Hand is the love of the ceremony. Stacked in the other a hand, palm lines caress entanglement, getting branded on the other side of the mark.
I know this is the most romance in the form of the Road, for outsiders Asics sale, private and sacred. But I only have so far only with their own hand, to hold another one. Pale lights go on, spring up on the back of dense red dot.
7 2001 年 soon. I promoted to junior and cool factor. Day wave of fashion. Cool factor about three times a year in love, three times to split end. Linnan started to get busy. Dinner hour moved back a day for two hours. Ning, if you are hungry, they eat. Tut, I heard him Xieni, unless you re-introduce a boy like me eat pickled vegetables with squid.
3 months. Posters to write, to hold Suyao Yang's testimonial. Factors standing in front of cool, silent. I walked over to roll up her arm: Today is fine, somehow, want to go to basketball games stroll. The same inside and outside three of the audience. Like the flag fluttering in the wind, rumbling sound, like beating the drum to. There is shouting and screaming as the name Su Yaoyang enthusiasm girls. But among them, no one called Lin Su cool. She was holding his arms on the side tory burch shoes, always deadpan. Only in the end, Su Yaoyang and embrace each and every member of the team. She suddenly went up, she said to him loudly, Su Yaoyang, you know I like you do.
Silence over the court. Then there is more applause than the drums, like a sky full of birds suddenly startled. Yes. I know you do not remember my name. This is not important. I just tell you before you leave, how much how much I was like you.
Prime cold voice. The only chance of confession, and finally say this, but it is goodbye. Since then, thousands of miles away in clouds evening mist, the people, together with the serene of mind with our warm and painful youth. Oh. I love you. Goodbye.
8 that night, Linnan about my time especially early. Standing downstairs deep breath, his smile, Linnan, it seems that knowledge from us, has been walking in the darkness. Can not see the light of day. Some people love, doomed as if the outcome of this. He said, Ning, how your eyes red and swollen. Want to learn cool factor, downstairs at half past five quarters, sky still bright, bustling crowd after school, but also want to tear into his voice shouting, Linnan, you know I like you do. But thousands of back pleated, or has red eyes. All right. Just sad for a friend.
Zhejiang snacks. Pickled squid. He clip to my bowl: Ning, your favorite, eat a little. Finally spoke up, Linnan, you will not miss to a foreign dish, then the associated, I think. He slowly raised his head.
Linnan, you got the admission notice of the right. I am very happy for you. After someone asked, I can proudly say to them, I have such a good ... ... brothers.
I do not know nothing. Linnan appeared only at night, every mist in the Linnan triple. Christmas that night, I asked him the way on the return of the object. He Hui Guolian to laugh, my name Linnan. But tell me your name on it, I can find you.
Never participate in any collective activity Xuning An. Never known any man of the Xuning An on campus. Chengri sleeping in the dormitory of Xuning An extravagant extravagant. Anyone who does not have any curiosity Xuning An. Linnan simply ignored, Xu Ningan will love. Xu Ningan will be to find! The so-called Nan Lin, Department of International Economic Law, senior, North Ling Cheng real name. Harvard is only a dream. Give security research.
How many people will envy me. Rumors in the ladder out of reach to catch his sleeve Cheng Ling North, I have accompanied him, to go out for half an hour in this small restaurant, eating day and day of his favorite dishes.
9 2001 年 7 February. Linnan, or Cheng Ling North graduate. Pickled squid eat the last time. Weather has been hot, I still wear long sleeves. In the quarters outside the building, he and I say goodbye. But this time finished goodbye, he did not go farther and farther. Ning, he shouted my name. Approached by step, and then taking a step forward. My heart almost jumped quickly fixed. Covered in blood on the brain in the moment all of H, and I see his eyes wide open.
His hand stretched out towards me, although difficult, but finally come out little by little. Shenpan rustled in my hands trembling, wildly twisted live, bear almost have nails into the palm of the hand. Linnan, the memory of a night is good. The most beautiful in my best, I loved the boy, he would be willing to talk with me one love. But his hand, he finally stopped at the halfway. Branches in full bloom like flowers, because of the pull down near the palm of your hand and trembling, but the original hit, but a cool breeze. What is snapped, broken in one place.
10 2002 July I graduated. Pack put down, overripe seven steps. Seems to stand ten steps to see beyond the Linnan, came to me laugh. Thin face, short hair, very reasonable. Bottomless eyes, brow light clusters from the fold.
Twilight filled the air Cheap ray ban, see the distance along the soot of the mountains. Trees slow shaking. All scenarios are still. But has not the man.
Drove over. Unit colleagues to take me to the allocation of quarters. The luggage into the trunk. Say thank you to him, and then use their left hand, holding his right hand.
11 2003 December, with the cool factor to have a drink together. Two remain in the Beijing women from nine to five. Four years later, still to be together, shame to spend Christmas. Again listen to her say hoarsely, I miss Suyao Yang.
A person walking slowly back to the dorm. Off the body vomiting. Straight up and wiped his mouth with a tissue. Called to say I was a little hungry. Drove over. Since the interview when the man of my kind and affectionate, though already promoted to department manager, but has not changed, is I always love. Ning, what to eat vegetables. Zhejiang cuisine. Point which is good. In addition, Pickled squid. He laughed. I eat squid will be allergic. After eating, the hands of President out of a piece of red dot. Did not tell anyone. Like a silent deep secret things Juicy couture Dog Carriers, just waiting for that person in one day to hold up my hand, finally able to find. Found willing to forbear all my expectations and not ashamed.
But disappeared in the ocean of Linnan, he finally could not understand. He did not know I had one month to go snooping his real name, with seven months to accompany him to eat his favorite dish of this, the end of this life as he does not know, I once told him So, it's love.
Forced to turned away, or laugh, or laugh, tears falling.
