Encounter in the way of life, I do not know how many people, however, and ultimately to preserve memories are not too many, can often feel nostalgic even less.
This back to his hometown in western Hubei, always wanted to look for Asan. Asan is my elementary school age students. I remember one semester, teacher allocation Asan and I sat one, let me help Asan learning. The Asan very hard, but learning in general. He was very disciplined, total class four arm behind their back, chest very tall, sitting very upright.
Asan mid-winter cold hands. Whenever you see the back of the hand of his swollen as thick as bread, purple skin constantly flowing yellow frostbite water, I am very sad. Sometimes can not see, look, I sourly pain, like frostbite long on the back of my hand like.
"What not to wear gloves?" On the morning reading, I asked Asan. "My mother was not empty to me, business is very busy in our shop ..." Ah Sam replied in a low voice. Asan voice is a good listen, with girls like the shy and gentle.
Aware of the situation, I have been several germinating an idea: "I give Asan Knitting a pair of gloves."
We did the 13-year-old girl, will engage in a point and a simple rough knitted. Find a few small number of wire mill in bricks and mortar on a grinding tip, or pick up a readily available to pick up the bamboo, do four bamboo bamboo stick with a broken bowl ballast shaven bare, this is the sweater needle a. Then, from home to find some worn out followed by the long-barreled line socks (we did not know the world of nylon socks), the line of socks is split into thread, woven cap of a pen, gloves or something. In order to write without prejudice, we often weave that no fingers Oakley Scalpel Sunglasses Pink, palm-half gloves. Then it is a very simple and very ugly gloves. But we all wear these gloves, and who is not too ugly.
I would like to Asan to weave a pair of such gloves, and sometimes thought very strongly. But dared not always. Ghost know, we were very small, 13-year-old children, but all with the "men and women are different" strong psychological. This mentality to draw very clear boundaries between the male and female students, each other, did not dare openly exchanges.
I remember the boys in class, prestige, high, just like the boys in the class "King". "King" is very forces Almost all the boys listen to "King's command. A class, as long as the "king" called loudly what will be many people retinue followed the shop and go; as long as the "King" sound is not whom to play, it will "crash" a large people do not speak with this students . "The King and his generals are often given not to obey their will to the boys and girls nicknames, it is difficult to listen, very hurtful nickname. Class or after school, they either took one or two "beat, closed his partner shouted in unison the name of a students parents (of course, the parents are always out in the political" problem "spots have been very bad); or directed at a boys shouting the name of a girl, or directed at a girl shouting the name of a boys. With the worst and saddest thing, because such a shout, we all know that a boys and a girl. To let people know, is very shady things.
This mischief often I am afraid that the "king" and his "generals" who. Afraid sometimes to the extreme, as well as the fear of nightmares at night often. I secretly hate "are a group of determined to grow up in the future, are far away, life does not see them again!
The Asan often and the "king" who play together, but never hurt anyone. On Asan "king" who is sometimes good, sometimes seems like a long time not talk to him, it must be "King" have taken place in the world of contradiction, I think. I always Mogao Qing Asan in the end is not "king" leadership of the citizens, I really hope the Asan not belong to their world.
In the fifth grade when my father suddenly been designated a "rightist". Posters, comic books, there is an "X" of his father's name outside in college, all over the world to close. Father like people painting a very ugly, very well-developed limbs, small head, with a thick bushy tail ... at first glance to these, I almost fainted in the past. College from my house, "the king" who often view posters, comic books. Reading, come to my house, always closed his partner, slipping the throat, shouting the name of my father's. They shouted to me, screams and ran. They probably thought it was a happy thing, but I was sad death. Heard the cry of "king" who scared faint, was supposed to open the door out, suddenly scared hidden in the door after half a day did not dare move, lest "the king" who saw me. Such as they sped away, I often cried and did not dare to go to school, my mother advised me to coax me, but to the school gate, I was afraid to go, always hiding outside the school horns ga or under the shade until you hear preparatory school bell color before they rushed into the classroom, a school teacher, "king" who would not dare to call my father's name; hungry, I had total four think so.
At that time, fear of "king" who is like a mouse afraid of cats!
"I did not shout the name of your father ..., Asan gently told me that I do not know he saw me insulted often a steal cry, or he was such a bully poor people, anyway, he told me such confession. remember heard words of Asan, I cry loudly, throat like Duzhe a big ball of cotton, an early study hall never went into. Asan That morning reading aloud endorsement, but books to flip back and forth, like Pity.
In fact, I was also very clear, Asan although better and the "king" who, but his mind is good, do not want to bully people. This is his pair of bright, big folds eyes told me, very friendly, so you do not have to fear him. Remember that time, I had to look Asan pairs of eyes, while the other boys, especially the "king" who did not dare to face up once.
Very, very long years fake raybans, Asan pairs of eyes began to stay in my heart, I felt this pair gave very pretty eyes, I sympathize with in my life will not be extinguished ...
Asan is playing, cloth ball. The old cotton sets of words with a cord tightly wrapped around a circle group, outside the set of a length of old wire socks, sewed up the tear, that is, the ball. The Asan pitch hit rate is quite high, almost unfailing accuracy. Asan in the ball on the inside on the 5th, the 5th best means that the ball hit the ball long. The girls caress the ball rarely in our class there are only two, I was one of them.
Remember Asan often random placement to play the cloth ball, always on my count his side. At that time, the mixed play play is common. Even after school shooting casually on the floor, Asan also sometimes rushing the ball to throw standing on the playground side of pitiful. Later, my basketball playing well, as well as to middle and high schools, the University has actually served as a captain of the school team. Then had always wanted to play basketball too would like to thank Asan.
However, Asan this kind, friendly move at the time that it requires courage and risk-taking. Because to do so are doomed to face the ridicule and satire of the "king" who.
This unfortunate finally happened. I do not know what day, I do not know what is the purpose, "the king" who suddenly at me shouted the name of the Asan Hande ferocious. Hard at me a shout, I think all of a sudden collapse, the heart suddenly broken all of a sudden black eye, the head is suddenly blown up ...
On several occasions, I have also seen that they call my name directed at Asan, Asan silent, tightly closed lips, flushed. See Asan awkward look, I was very sad, I feel sorry for him.
Since then, I never want things to Asan woven gloves; Asan playing cloth ball, I no longer dared to go; morning reading, we no longer speak quietly; us who are no longer management who, like mad! But in the winter, and then saw thick like bread the back of the hand the Asan swollen Black and Purple, I think I owe Asan many, many ...
Asan home pickles shop opposite. I do not know his house what the shop, just remember that every time pickles shop buy the sauce, I always look to the A three shop. I saw paint with black paint, rough counter, round mouth glass bottles filled with rolling Baisha Tang orange petal sugar, wrapped in cellophane, Ann bamboo sticks of lollipop ... In fact, in the other shop can buy sauce, but I'm always willing to run all the way to the pickles shop to buy. Can not tell why, just want to Asan from the shop and come out just fine. In fact, the Asan really come out from the shop, I would not go and talk to him, but I hope he will come out ...
On one occasion, I buy the sauce, Asan really come out from the shop, and saw me. Know Asan see me, I suddenly felt afraid. At this time, I saw Asan street paved along the quartzite and came towards me.
"They are also on this street live, do not let them see you, either, but also call your father's name ..." Then he "pound running back. I know, he said "they" refers to the "king" who.
Looking at the Asan ran into the shop, I want to cry. I suddenly think, I never forget Asan, Asan grew up in the future, must be the best man in the world!
Later admitted to post-secondary, I do not know Asan where. Is admitted or not admitted? Was admitted to which class? I do not know how to inquire. Adulthood, and often regret it when the child, how do not know how to cherish the friendship?
Secondary read half a year later, I left very far away, to the Han River downstream to look for my brother, in order to learn, but also for survival, because the father and mother had been rushed to the deep, deep into the mountains. Since then, I never saw Asan, Asan pair of bright eyes full of good intentions, but often appear in my eyes and dream.
Life do not know how flies such a hurry, so unconsciously, it seems not to ascertain how the matter has gone through many years. The day 20 years later Oakley Polarized Ten Sunglasses, I returned home to visit his mother, looking for the first one is the Asan.
Surprisingly, I did very well to find the time, "the king". The "king" very warmly received me, "King" is a very beautiful young wife. At this age, this era saw "King", I have some mixed feelings. Old things to talk about childhood, I can not help but shed a tear, "" feel dejected.
Not to mention later, we were small, naive ... your father died very cry. "" "Very sincere, very tragically. Yes, decades of ups and downs, we have grown up. A child of grace or, grudges or think of it now, is a lovely thing, people yearn to make people miss ...
"King" quickly helped me find two students of Asan and childhood. When "King" led Asan came to see me, I am actually very confused up in the brain to flash across the pair of bright eyes of the folds in Asan. Heard them say with a smile into the house, my efforts were attempted to identify the voice of Asan, however, are unable to do ...
Asan last one went into the house, when I try to recognize it is Asan, my heart a sudden gust of sorrow and disappointment - that from time to time in my memory Asan Bright eyes where? Asan, standing in front of me calm and indifferent, for my return seems to be apprehended early did not show how much of a surprise and cordial. Fat body and the hair began to fall slightly, so that my heart spasm like twitching: years took my childhood Asan ... I suddenly feel very sad, we lost too much! Person's life there are many things that should be cherished, when we have not had time to go treasure riding, all have become a thing of the past, everything does not exist ...
Asan invited me to his house for dinner, "and the childhood of the two students to go with, I am very pleased. I know that this is the aspiration of Asan and the "king". Very grateful to the friends of my childhood for me to arrange such a wonderful ceremony. Those of us who meet in a lifetime opportunity is too small, and this gathering will be the best remembrance.
The Asan wife A three is not pretty. Looking at the squat on the ground quietly blowing fish scales Asan and ran ran outside to get together for our cuisine, Esan Xian Hui's wife, I am very comforted but burst Qice: childhood Asan never return a this is life ...
The ...... 2069 in Beijing, a soldier, I heard you where to go to university, I went to you, but could not find it. "Dinner, Asan said to me. This is the unexpected things, I will have thousands of grateful, looking at the Asan Asan end has not forgotten me!
"I propose a toast to our childhood!" I stood up.
Asan and "King", as well as childhood friends aloft the glass.
This moment, we seem to have many things to say, but no one said anything, I do not know the silence of the heart of this dolphin is the same as I think: life is the best than friendship, and friendship the most profound attachment than childhood friend ... I Tujue tip of the nose sour, really want to cry.
Before leaving, Asan sent me to the station.
"It's hard, we have grown up ..." Barbara did not expect, parting, Asan recall one such emotional words. However, his appearance is very indifferent, and can even say that there is no expression, just watching the front of the static stability of the name of the steering wheel. This quietly, made me very depressed. To find Asan, I always want to talk about his childhood things, such as gloves, cloth ball or shout the name "storm ... However, the Asan years has grown into a quiet but condensation of the man, an adult The Asan does not belong to my feelings Oakley Sideways Sunglasses, I think. I did not think of parting, Asan said the sentence so that my life will never forget his words.
Round such as the moon, clear as water, rural dream, dreams, childhood, when Asan came up to me ...