[1]

I encounter in the streets of Nara bookstore Turing.

Book reading packaging and wind to introduce the Japanese tea ceremony, above the piecemeal introduction, turn to a beautiful illustration, the following sentence to me how translation is not out from the bag to come up electronic dictionaries. I do not know that Turing is, how to see me, how do silently walked around me. Only when I heard the sentence typographical errors, can not be translated, looked up and saw the face, I can not forget that scene. The dimly bookstore, Japanese and people in the foreground phoned the spring breeze blowing wind chimes and a fine clear voice, Turing looked into my eyes indifferent calm. I smiled back book with out bookstore behind the Turing. I think, old friends to meet the first sentence should be "have you been?" But we were three years later, Turing standing exotic quiet street, the first sentence her to speak even a small unadorned I miss you.

In fact OAKLEY GASCAN SUNGLASSES, there is not much to the wind, and C City of Nara different, quiet street, and C City street is no different, hastily passing pedestrian and the Chinese people face are no different. Just me and three years ago. Has long been different. The phrase then can easily cry to me, has become a let me woodenly the presence of. I do not know is not the time Turing Nara still a few years, he seems to forget that we have not seen for three years, forgetting that I am no longer that things can blind touched the 20-year-old girl. If the time taken away from me what that is, that regardless of all the unruly and reckless, if what is left, that is, I can finally face the man, subdued.

My name is Shen small unadorned, 23-year-old Gemini, Kenichi, carrying a camera and a San Mao came to Nara, on this sunny afternoon, met the man I have been violently. I still remember, a shallow scar on my wrist because of him there.

[2]

That night in the hotel, I was the first time ever the dream of Turing.

His face is very clear in my dream, as the current year has shown signs of the like. Early winter university lecture theater, I wrapped the coat holding thermos drowsy, he came over and sat next to me, touched me, classmates, and your pen out. I think I'm always so easy to be impressed by the details, Turing helped me pick up the pen, took out a tissue wiped handed my hands before. I looked puffy eyes toward him, he looked at me and smile. I admit, before that, after that, I have not met a man can laugh gentleman calm, including Zhu Yun Bo.

When you face all day long those hungry like the wolf of the science and engineering, only know Matsushima Feng, Shen did not know from the text, nothing is in the bedroom every day to play the game on the yellow network, the overnight Paowang Ba do not bathe, to see the girls smile like the eyes no boys, painted forest for the perfectionist, is undoubtedly one explosive package. I like this man, like Mr. Darcy. I always thought the encounter Turing is my life the best thing. But when, after numerous felt his ambiguous ambiguous, suddenly discovered, the original this is not love. This man is not only one person I love, those crazy obsessed with a woman like autumn mosquitoes as much and annoying, I asked Turing, you love me? Turing was just laughing, I know the meaning of that smile, but I can not say break. Many a time I always do, knowing as early as step forward, anything can be a brighter future, and no longer worry, I did that courage. Fear of losing, do not want to lose Turing, in love with my self-righteous, paranoid love.

Until you after Turing kiss me, I see her come out with a very beautiful sister of the English Department library, I was a complete collapse before those Yingyingyanyan I not looked down on because I think they they do not compare me, and this one is different, my inferiority complex hiding in the corner, hiding in the shadow of the sun, let my jealousy grows. I do the first two years, even decades later, have not thought about it will not do the things I looked at those blood from my wrist and upper class go, I suddenly had a revelation in general, survival strong desire to let me kick the door was locked himself has been kept. The end I called the phone after I fainted, but I know I will not die, because I want to die.

Turing to the hospital saw my the or askew expression, only slightly apologetic, he said a lot of words, but one did not listen, looked at his Zhang Wannian the same face, I suddenly feel very ridiculous. Like I woke up from a dream to see the sunlight in a hotel, the little window on stage, the proprietress of the downstairs told me that someone came to me as I opened the door to see the face of Turing, all this I find it laughable.

[3]

Tu forest I went to Mount Fuji, standing above my IPOD should of put Eason Chan's "Mount Fuji", but I was in the Mount Fuji. Read so many times, pictures and video of the scene CHEAP OAKLEYS 004, the real show in front of me, I actually feel very sad. I wrapped rented a large cotton-padded jacket, the pace of hard walking, Turing immediately after my side of the trunk. In Mid-Levels of a very famous ramen shop, I eat a bowl of ramen, a big, big sound eating, and no girl should look like. Eat when I think of a person, every time he ate the noodles are a lot of noise, I would sit next to the inputs to see him to eat what I cook the noodles, then Ironically, you can be more like a pig a little? Mr. Zhu?

I want him, Turing looked at me in the next I Ce Guotou to go, and do not know whether he saw me out in the bowl of tears, reminds me of that song Fish Leong, there one is, and will eventually reach , but with sadness. I think I always have the courage to finish the next few words. Stand on the Mount Fuji, I looked at the white mouth exhaled gas, spoke different languages ​​around tourists. There throughout that are an expression of Tu Lin, suddenly feel that Mount Fuji is also much better than this. This time Turing walked over in front me and said, Can I Hold You what? I back two steps, shaking his head, thought, or shaking his head, I heard the Turing sighed. I also heart sigh, I do not know the reason, I do know that I stand here at the moment, the Japanese flag on the scene of Mount Fuji, eyes red.

I would like to Zhu Yun, really, I miss him.

[4]

The protagonist of this story is not Turing.

I never thought a love like I never thought would recognize Turing, a lot of things in life you unpredictable. Zhu Yun Bo, I know in a bookstore, I see the book in the foreground and the boss of a dispute, he said why the date of the game magazines have not arrived, loud. I walked over and patted him and said, you can voices? She was back looked a few back and forth say you can voices? Sister.

We will endlessly with each other Tucao despise each other in some ways ignorance Some people say to you with deadpan one I do not know this person. But we also warmth when, for example, I sat on the floor reading, playing war games on the computer, every time I saw looked like he put into half, always feel God to be I do not thin. I thought I will find a gentleman, did not envisage that these small happiness are an even Eileen Chang did not know the ruffian brought.

I said Chu, the money we go to Japan or Mount Fuji. Dog eat dog in the game without looking that eat red Fuji apple? Ce Guotou nest into the quilt sulk, but to hear him say, I think we had finished our apple can go to Nara hey Do not you always want to go to salvation what?

I thought really as day, hand in hand, walking the streets of Tokyo and Nara, I speak in broken Japanese and shopkeepers the frowned waiting for him in the next, but I do not know is not my last generation to do anything to kill set fire to things, fate never let me wishful, such as Turing, and then such as Zhu Yun-Bo. When I happily think to look forward to the moment is coming, I received a call from a stranger, and asked me if I sink a small unadorned, that your friend was hit by a car. It is a rainy day, I just blow dry the hair sitting on the upper floor of his home for dinner, are stewed chicken soup kitchen, a very light raindrops hit the ledge on his computer open the download "Chainsaw Cry 3 ", we said good night to watch. Desktop or Mount Fuji panorama. Leng Leng looked at the computer screen, feeling the entire people have been drained. If Turing is to allow my feelings to see more weak, and this feeling, but the moment things too hard. Zhu departure is after so many years, I lost the ability to love.

[5]

Day leave from Japan, Turing sent me to the Narita International Airport. He said, I can replace him take care of you, always such I forgot a lot of things, with the exception did not forget you. Very affectionate when he said these words fake oakleys, I like the posture, but I took my boarding pass, looked out the window of Tokyo scenery, clouds across the sky, thinking Zhu Yun Bo.

Sing that song, I finally arrived, but more sad.

The next few words, a person to complete their dream.