My life revolves a deal with her

Once, I hate most in this world who is she, Lin Liling.

In 1992, I was 9 years old Mid-Autumn Festival, moon big and round, the mother ate her life in a moon cake the night he chose to quietly passed away, and fulfill her man, my father's empathy Love, and Linli Ling, that a third party.

A year later, his father married her. Her wedding day and a big ugly, the replacement of the cheongsam is a problem, the midline of the back somehow opened her spare evening dress has a big hole in the chest. The verge of tears in the locker room, I hid behind the door of the hotel's own masterpiece, proud laugh.

That night I suffered a father's fight, she hid in the bedroom without saying anything. This is our first battle, she experienced a regret of the wedding, I have by the time the physical pain, no one is a winner ...

Because I, her life is trivial complex. I put her hard rub clean floor stamped out a bunch of dirty footprints, she bought new sheets I cut a small hole in her new clothes are always open a line for no reason ... she mostly remained silent, and occasionally anxious to provoke her Oakley Polarized Ten Sunglasses, will tell my father, and then I will have a meal of flesh bitter. I beaten each time, always yelling, very exaggerated, prompting neighbors eight homes for the people to see her eyes are weird. Sometimes ruthless father to start, she will be out to persuade, in my opinion that facial features are hidden gloat ... In short, I hate her, no cover.

When schools open end of the parents, I hypocritically ask her to attend, she was a bit surprised, then happy to put the clothes in the wardrobe, turned over and over, also dressed up and asked me, good or bad. I picked the one she wear some tight clothes that look good, she was a bit hesitant, but finally wore a little nervous to go to school with me.

My grades have always been my pride, so, the principal asked her to talk about the educational experience. She stood in the huge podium before they ask me and a bunch of students were booing, we call her "Little Three", said she is not my mother, let her get out. On that occasion, the whole school to know her, she was crying and ran out of the venue, the back extremely sad.

In fact, I own to break the curse, I thought she would once again tell my father, so one night I roam the streets, has been reluctant to go home, do not know how she would hate me to what extent. However, early in the morning when I saw at the school gate anxious look tired and exhausted, she gave me all night!

My heart a little bit soft, but this does not prevent I still hate her, hate her pretend generous eyes, hate her father prettily speak, hate my job this hate her to buy clothes.

I was ten, my life has become the single and full of quirky, because in addition to school, my goal is to deal with her ...

She was pregnant, my father asked me please, you want a brother or sister? I fall to the door loudly and hid in the room did not speak. This evening, I carried my mother's photo crying did not fall asleep at night to see her sit down in my bed, holding photos of the mother looked for a trance, leaving time for me to cover the quilt.

The next day, there was our first face-to-face conversation. Her way home from school until I insisted I taken to a nearby coffee shop, she said a lot of my mother's death she was very sorry, she said; she said, she knew I hated her, did not want her to be this child ; She said she really wanted this child, but do not want me to hate-filled ...

My head buried in the ice cream eating gusto quite scheming to listen to her over and over again to express her views. After Mama Zui Ba, without saying a word on the left.

A long time after she got home, his face tired but also some frustration, but still out of a trace of smile, went to the kitchen to cook. I put my face twisted past, she had just smile made my heart hurt a little, the heart of the defense seemed to have been backward, which makes me contempt his heart was softened.

Very powerful reaction that she was pregnant, his father a long poor, her mother called and said to take care of her, I heard her say, well, fear of long period are not used to you, she fast exam. I suddenly found that she has come to our house for three years, thousands of days and nights, my three meals a day, clean clothes, her given, or even last month fake raybans, my menarche, and even sanitary napkins are to RBI ... all this is the mother can do to me, but I do not want to be thankful her, She could never replace my mother.

The day before the test in the hot weather, electricity, half of the county to stop his father is not, she was dragged on the floor over and over again, I was sweating. Eventually, she took me to turn half the city, looking for an expensive hotel with air conditioning. Two that night, she did not sleep well, I did not sleep well, his thoughts like a bloom children, thinking of the past few years, I know she is so inclusive, and such tolerance is not love then what is it ?

She gave birth to a boy, I go to the hospital to see her with her father, she has pleaded still apologetic look at my eyes. In fact, I mind, but she toot that powder around the babies smiled at me, that is how pure smile ... I casually teasing the baby, called sister. She turned away, drop a tear.

I admitted to a key middle school when his father said, she is still on the yard, and am afraid I can not take care of you, you still live on campus. Arrived in school, not the paperwork, she would catch came on his head, wearing a thick hat. She put my luggage onto the car, and stubbornly holding my hand to go home. Along the way, we are silent, in addition to her car, said something: I said, with his brother can not wronged you.

Two father's woman is not her

Day by day in front of her growth, the brother began to grow, called sister screamed sweet incomparable after their predecessors like to follow me. He said said his mother, you are in this world I am the closest person. This is often so I was moved. Yes, in this world, our heritage with a man by blood, and she is so eager to our mutual close.

She slowly getting better and better, cooking, more and more moderate temper, but her face began to wrinkle, nor is it that liked to dress himself a heart all my brother and I body. I'm in love, she followed by asking questions. Brother's accomplishments always let her suddenly hi suddenly worry that our emotions affect all of her energy, she has always thought it was her, I also thought that life should have this, until one day I went to water and soil when the streets to see the back of the father and the woman at his side ...

I stumbled home, one will see that the anomalous, and anxiously asked me how. Tearful, staring at her, she was extremely aggrieved. She rubbed his hands has been disturbed by questioning me, asking me not to quarrel with her boyfriend, I is not working well, until my nerves at her yelling, I said Can you dress yourself like a woman dress themselves.

She froze in place, long time no speak. That night, the father did not go home, the lights in her room all night. Middle of the night, I do not worry, go and see her, she was sitting on the floor and watch the photos, before her marriage according to the sun incomparable woman, every face have youth wantonly publicity smile. She said, things reincarnation, I give harm to others, God will definitely give me realize. She is a smart woman.

I accompany her on the floor to sit all night. In fact, I already know that their mother committed suicide had a very severe depression, when she had just met my father, even sexual gratification, but also only just rag ambiguous ... However, I did not say throughout I thought I do not say, she was apologetic lifetime.

That night, I said, but she shook his head, still not relieved.

Three she was an angel sent by the love my man

The sun early in the morning will put into the house fake oakley sunglasses, I took her to go shopping, take her for beauty, cut my hair, eyebrows, seemed to put the youth back to her. She obediently followed behind me, without saying a word.

We visited the shops, many people asked, this is your daughter? This is her only happy moment, she smiled and nodded, proud of a very. I picked out for her a red cheongsam, she said too bright, I took her to the fitting room, and insisted she pick the right size, she paid the bill I say it is, I owe you , and now. She laughed tears, her wedding embarrassed and sharp as if yesterday, but the time has life and life to over a dozen years.

She said, afraid of very night I think of the room later on in life. I said, in fact, I am also.

Holding hands in the sun, think about that time, she is nothing more than the child of her mother, did not experience the marriage, did not experience their own small family, facing full revenge desire, she and I in fact, the same fear The ...... Fortunately, so many years, we came over.

Brother's homework I took over, I reported to her father with a tour group, so that they both far apart to teach you. Teng more and more time to her father. I always went to the woman dating the way in the father, "unintentionally," met him, and then elated him home.

In May 2008, my wedding, she was sitting in the middle, facial features are smile. MC let her say a few words, she pulled my hand, put it in the palm of my men, they grip tight, choking back tears, unable to say a word, and I worry about her marriage more tears the face.

You see, time is how strange things. 9 years old, I hated her people in this world, all my thoughts are used to match wits with her; 25-year-old, I married a wife, into the world's most willing her to be happy people.

My wedding night, I sent messages to his father: you must be good to her, all these years, her youth gave me and my brother ... a long time, my father back information: Thank you, girl, I knew your mind.

I know he is a good man, and know how to obtain timely and give up, and she resumed the young man's mind, yoga, ballroom dancing Oakley Sideways Sunglasses, the more warm up at home. Finally, once again time to go home, my father's cell phone text message to see the woman, she said, I go, and then fresh things arrived But old habits.

After ten years, I can not tell the feelings for her, or she has become my habit. However, such a woman in my life, substitute mother to love me, let me tremendous trust and dependence, this habit is it not a gift in life ... She is God sent love my man.