The recent weather was overcast, and occasionally from the rhythm of the rain, do not like such a lonely weather, not happy heart to become more and more desolate. More annoying drizzle the whole world has become cold, damp hand, the next was greater outflow, such as a burst of tears washed mind that a depression. Early in the morning opened his dim eyes, and heard the beating rain outside the window pops crackles sounding music issued by the concrete floor. Draw the curtains to see the roof rainwater such as a curtain-like pouring down Oakley Oil Rig Sunglasses, I laughed, laughing in the early spring rain dripping fun.

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Tidying up the room to see the palette of pink roses on the nightstand, it was last night placed that. Open the lid, which is a lot of jewelry, warm jade bracelets, auspicious jade, gold ring, the noble pearl, exquisite necklaces, red kit containing talismans. These did not let his heart, but create more sad. Something emotional sustenance just a soulless shell, they did not make any sense for me. The jewelry is the training of parents to send me a gift, I can not deny they really know their heart like me. Lap warm to accompany me nearly a year, as the original training of the mother holding my hand to bring it to my slender wrist, I smile Yan written on the face of happiness. Last night I removed from the wrist, did not bring any sentimental attachment to some things are not their own, no matter how force is useless. Think of there is the training home of the keys in the bag, do not hesitate to also be that the keys and gate cards gathering dust into the palette.

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Training is my boyfriend, maybe later I can call him ex-boyfriend, and we fell in love not like each other and come together. I do not know when I do what has aroused the attention of his family, perhaps polite greetings, or gently opened a door for his father. Life of the clear sky live a middle age woman and two over sixties elderly often to visit only for the match and training marriage. I was a stubborn woman, like free love, in the face of the old woman more than three media six recruits I just politely refuse access. Pearson's father, even personally come to my house to visit my family, neighbors, his heart touched, moved family and friends, his family persuaded the edge I can not escape this doomed. I think this is an edge, for some love in my life to face, no one thought to the outcome of no.
The blessing of the two people fell in love, mutual respect for one another, respect each other. We are perfect for each other in the eyes of the adults, but the story behind our own. Love to talk about feelings, and not have the same interests and hobbies, there is no common language, and even the exchange has become an obstacle. Have always believed that feelings can be cultivated, can I ignore the love, not all feelings are equated with love.
Talked talked talked about breaking up is the two shared a tacit agreement. We are working very hard to love each other, but love is not the efforts can generate love from the heart is involuntary fake oakley sunglasses, love is not fake it. If a person really love each other, that person can feel, and we have no sense of presence in each other's world, we do not have heart to heart, we did not come to each other's inner world, there is no love affair surface to do the re- how good you also do not feel happy. The pursuit of life's not that happy and happy?

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Aware of the to training parents a serious blow to such an outcome, in their eyes, is the world's most pleasant child. Everyone here is good, I do not want to hurt them, do not want to watch them sorry for me. I should explain clearly to them, if not love, let go and allow us to pursue their own happiness.
The living room at home, I am holding a glass of water sitting on the sofa, the most heard is training with his parents' disputes and two loving elderly to fight. Feelings of two people, and training together do not come to any of his parents how to adjust did not help. An empty heart, I firmly hold the ceramic cup, fear of inadvertently shed tears, tears, or to blame the smoke from the two springs. Training of parents think I am full of grievances, and I feel pain, is an otherwise harmonious family quarrel to our feelings of pain, the two old people down gesture is placing full fight for his son could not bear to . Time to discuss parallels in the nature of the outcome, and some just let everyone know that we love the true, the final few days to let each other quiet end.
As the former, Pei contingent sent me on the train, there is no parting embrace. Looked at the neon in the busy heart or faint of pain, stuffed with headphones listening to sad songs tears flow out. The phone bell rang home phone call, the words of warmth, concern greetings, waiting anxiously all warm heart sinking, injured. I just want to go home early, as soon as possible to see the care of my family.
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Good quiet is not quiet, every day over the perplexed woman to my house to persuade me, even lead to the misunderstanding of the neighbors on my home pressure is being affected by the rumors. Pearson's father almost every day a phone call to greet care about me, he just wants to do the final fight. Training indifference only allow me to pull off, I should be the attitude I should use to do their own choice, they say one thousand, ten thousand, arrived on the training of a
Fall in love with my training, all shown signs such as a deep liking to me is the training of parents, they want to have me use the word marriage. Love is not possession, not to occupy. To love is to give the play, responsibility, love is the happiness of the people who make love. Should marry me and training but also how the marriage without love is a constraint, in that the wall will not be happy.
Still under the rain outside replica oakley sunglasses, my palette into the cabinet decided to idle, they returned that love for the elderly. They are the daughter-in-law belongs to them, do not belong to me. The face of the pair for the elderly, I feel guilty and grateful, do not belong to me, I never forced. Willing to pursue their own happiness in this season of spring.