This time gradually formed the habit of insomnia, over and over again to toss to exhaustion to exhausted sleep on the bed. Can not remember when and where written this: sleep for me is like playing a brutal encounter, even if the final victory is also a tragic victory. Now, this passage is deeply engraved in my mind. And I know this maybe life can not escape.
Every day on the front of the building should be ready for a He Yan bottle of water, probably enough to smoke the night pumping the water was always a bottle left. The first few days the landlord aunt every morning knocking at my door and asked if I was not anything, because she saw that the door has been out smoke. Later, she was no longer knock on the door, but I know she must be worried that I was a smell inside.
Last night reading this sentence: her husband replica gucci sunglasses, the films I have seen, how do I marry you, I'm sorry! See these words I could not help but slightly sour. Think of this more than three years for his love has left many beautiful memories left irreparable regret.
I did not take her to have seen the movie. Exact to say that I tried to have been to, it is a friend with his girlfriend, we went together, but unfortunately, we went too late to the theater has been closed. Now that my friends in prison, will be waiting for his girl that said he went a few days to disappear. The original love in this world can not afford the test. Did not seen this film with love, it should be aborted!
I did not send over her big Pengdao the roses. The first two Valentine's Day she could not bear to spend money, I think it is useless false romantic. However, when this year's Valentine's Day I will be a rose given to her when I saw her eyes well-being. Until that moment, I know that once is how to understand her heart. When the petals wither, she even petals folder into the book page. Only from this little detail will be able to see how love tis love roses!
I have never suddenly appeared to her surprise the door in her unit. Although I knew she was off work to know where her from downstairs. But I was never in the circumstances she did not know in front of her. I think that should go home early to dinner ready, this is really love her most. I ignored every woman are emotional animals, perhaps in her mind if I suddenly appeared than I do a meal at home, she was leaving her feeling of happiness.
I did not send her personal gift. Yes! I am embarrassed to buy something for those girls. This is perhaps the most common problem for men. We dare not go to the lingerie shop, afraid to face those eyes saleswoman. In that kind of eyes we will have the urge to want to flee. However, now I know I was wrong! The name of love to do everything above board, nothing can be embarrassing. In order to love, we can even pay with their lives, how dare not to face the eyes of the little strange?
Too much regret, I am sorry, I do not know after how memories can also calm. Often can not sleep, always thought those regrets and remorse. May I ask which girls are willing to so I do not know how to romantic does not know how to care for her man with it? Lost, the original has long been doomed! Not her fault, I did not cherish!
Figured out, go to pharmacy want to buy sleeping pills cheap gucci belts, and they do not sell, that diagnosis proved to hospital. Days! Do they think I want to commit suicide? Well, drink it. The wine is do not need anything to prove you can buy!
Between half drunk half awake, and said to myself: Do not let the next girl to leave because I do not know how to cherish! Do not let those regrets come back to torment me!