Fool I want to say to you: "I do not even know I how much I love you, how pained you."

I want to say to you: "see the news of the chemical plant explosion in Hebei fool? I first thought you only wish you good fool, if you can change a job, is it for the hello, you The body is not suitable for doing chemical, not suitable for working at night after work, go to bed earlier, not to mention you are not sleepy. "

Fool I want to say to you: "Do not be so real, and your girlfriend to talk about, do not told you everything, especially your body, no one is afraid of this disease, I'm afraid, remember when you asked I afraid? I laughed off the question, I tell you now, I'm afraid, but I do not care, because I love you more than the fear of this disease and I believe God loves me, and it will bless you you know, when I tell them, I just want this life will always be with you, not for the rich but, only wish you safe enough. "

Fool I want to say to you: "if your current girlfriend and I do not like to say out of all the ideas, you slowly get to know her, not too sensitive, they should not to care about every word she said , always headstrong woman, a woman angry said, do not go deep understanding heard forget it. "

Fool I want to say to you: "In fact OAKLEY INFINITE HERO RADAR PATH SUNGLASSES, my brother does not like you think I find someone to marry in Beijing. He just wants his sister to marry the one she loves, the man who loved her flat light and happy life . "

Fool, I would like to say to you: "Indeed there is a lot of students are not optimistic about the two of us love, but I do not care, I believe I also believe you, because you told me, nothing can not be solved as long as you do not told me that the break up, I will not leave you, although no matter what section, I will be alone, I will miss you, but I never told you, I was an inarticulate whenever this time, I go to the movies, shopping, and I assume that you have been there for me, as well as on behalf of the Red Rose for life, I will always wait for you. "

Fool, I would like to say to you: "Do you know the day I fell in love with you? Remember the 2011 Chinese New Year reunion, a man sitting on the last side of the KTV rooms, but said nothing in his eyes, as confused and aroused my attention, I do not know why, my heart inexplicable pain, and since then, I know I love you, love your apathy. of course you completely unaware of the later home to the I did not agree with a lot of blind date arranged by the mother the first time I shouted, in the end you are looking for what you are how old, you want life to marry Well, I just smiled. is the first time my mother and chatting about your mother feel it from my face, my heart only you, and later, my mother never forced me to go blind, but to other people about your family about you by chance, a aunt of my house to do painting is just your home, my mother asked her you do not have a girlfriend thing. when every day I spent in the excitement of waiting, but I'll wait to, you do not want to talk about off-site Love. Maybe it was just an excuse, I do not know you did not fancy me, or you do not have to come out on a relationship was in March and April 2011, since then we no longer contact, even greetings between students. Since then, I am concerned about your QQ dynamic, there is a long time you are not online, you can suddenly have a period of time per day for each point online, I guess, you should love it, as I see your QQ picture lit psychological feel at ease, but it is every day so lit it will not flash, I began to despair, I began to your QQ friends turn into friends (strangers), friends turn into friends, so to toss back and forth. In fact, I know, love headlong into the heart simply can not relax. July, my mood is calmed down no longer have any illusions. want to start their new life, the day is August 12, 2011, clearly remember that it was half an hour before work, the familiar can not be more familiar with the picture finally flashing before my eyes replice oakley sunglasses, "how", although only the words, but it touches my heart piece of the most vulnerable hearts, I fear, I will once again fall into the trap I'm afraid, I will once again disappointed can ultimately I replied: "Oh, very good. "In fact, you do not know, is not good, but I love you has nothing to do with you, you do not need to know. The irony is that, since then, I really stuck to you every day will only give me more than three, but every time he returns the information is very slow, and sometimes do not return. sometimes to you a reply, I did not do anything, you two staring at a computer, and now think, is really ridiculous, that chat with me from your date, to our real love between three months time, I do not know what happened these three months, or for a few girlfriends. I'm just an ordinary classmate. bored when I say a few words, can always ignore the people, I am not disappointed once again, you do not know the despair of the people in the second disappointment is what that mood, and only I know, you can I still do not care about these, because I love you, love is such a strong support I went to that time. Beginning in November, we did chat like normal lovers get along, indeed, you are very concerned about me, me, What can the sake of me. Although we are not with a city, but I can really feel you by my side. feeling happy, happy, forget the so-called once you told me you first love, your family, I talk to you my past, my loved ones of those times is good. Later, we began to look forward to New Year, Chinese New Year can be met. perhaps I was born relatively cold-blooded, or the habit of the opposite sex. together with you, I always have the distance, walking in the street others do not see that we are lovers, but I really have no other meaning in your words, I really just not used to, so many years, I always used to a man put his hand on his pocket and walk, no matter how hard things are always a person carrying. I like watching you tall back, give me a sense of security, I want not it I know you're a sensitive person, I know you would like the addition of, but I do not want to explain, I always after you know me, you will understand me later, no later, I'm back in Beijing, living, as always, care is also, as always. February 14, the favorite holiday of the young man, I received two gifts, of course, all you send, touched in their hearts for a long time, decided that this life, non- do not marry this man, but just only three days, that is, the night of February 18, my body is the most ill that night, you told me, you find a good one in Beijing. you know, I was silly, but I know you is not a joke, should you not love a joke. Maybe you thought for a long time, not before Valentine's Day is my greatest care, I should be content, so I still have to thank you again fall into the trap, but I will once again learn to get up and hurt over the disappointment had always immunodeficiency force.

Fool not think I am special nagging fake oakleys, this is the last time, the last think you, the last time you appear in my diary, I will brave pulls out this page. After all, life goes, no matter how painful, also suffer. You are beginning your new life, start your new love, I can not be left behind. Fool, finally, I want to say to you: "Thank you once loved me, whether true or false, I believe I wish you happiness!