Want to change the subject to write about life, work or friends, but when to start typing on the keyboard, my mind was very unpromising to come out that person's shadow to the very unpromising, every time, are In this way, I took him no way, no way, and sometimes feel good and poor, a weak woman, have been strong (in fact, forced to be strong). Encountered many difficulties in life and work have encountered numerous setbacks, but always smiling face, do not say swagger but at least to openly magnanimous move forward. I have always believed, I believe that parents, I believe that friends, believe in themselves. Believe they can hold on, you can face, you can meet every challenge. However, life made me meet him, I do not know initiatives. Every time I think these tears are always some uncontrollable. Met him, my heart is no longer their own, I can not remember his last name who is who, forget what is called arrogance, not to mention what modesty. In front of him FAKE OAKLEY POLARIZED RADAR RANGE SUNGLASSES, I become what is not, nothing is, I hate myself, but also the poor for their own. The poor own poor and helpless, at a loss, poor insignificant. He then does not matter, say anything, want to do what to do, want to tell you good to talk, do not want to tell you goodbye, happy laughing and joking, not happy without saying a word, want to nice to you on Hello, is not happy on board a face for you. I want to love a people (Oh, not love, it seems too strong a change it to care about it), if you really care about a person, how reluctant to treat her like it. Like me, could not bear him sad, can not see him unhappy. The tension in his care about him. Each time with him, and all pain and happiness. Just happy with him, no matter where we are, what to do, as long as it is at his side, even if it is a cloudy day sunny, elated. The pain is because I'm afraid I turned around even the blink of an eye he disappeared in my line of sight. I always said: he was still black, I want you! "He always can not understand why the people in front, even in arms still think it is because I always think to catch him , even if he is at hand I also feel able to get to his heart. I have no way of knowing that he thought, but can not understand me in his heart in the end in what position. Many times I asked him, also ask yourself, how to get the road to his heart, but not always accurate answer. I always said he wanted to rub it into my heart. In this way, he would not go even if a move will hurt, but even the pain, at least happy. Some people say it right, get to lose than never to get the pain are many, many. Changes from scratch is very easy to accept, but to no am afraid that I need more time and more effort to forget, to adapt, to ease my pain.
From close at hand no such unscrupulous people (a man), and a girl who grew up in the traditional family. He certainly will not know I got much determination and courage is so regardless of whether it Certainly do not know will not believe he was my first boyfriend. However, these are not important, are of shit, shit man child, shit thing!
But, my dear children, how you can so with the fall? How can you be for a man so lost in self? How could you do this stranding of your dreams? This is how, what is to save you ...
How many things do you still have many dreams waiting for you to realize you are also saddled with the number of people you hope, although the total can not retain a lot of things, there is always a lot of things hard to break away, there are always many unknown factors, constantly changing the direction of our march, but a road that leads to nowhere FAKE OAKLEY POLARIZED PIT BOSS SUNGLASSES, do not sentimentally attached to the front of the scenery, do not look back to the road, the courage to turn a corner, may be able to turn the birth machine out of the way out .
Children, do not try to be brave, word within to cry, but even if it falls, posture also very domineering ...